I had a bunch of things I felt like writing about earlier today, but now I cannot remember what they were. Dang. I still want to write though. And the thing on my mind is judgement.
We all judge. I judge a lot. Yes, I will judge you on you clothes, speech, and taste is music. But I am always willing to change my mind about you.
But more particularily I would like to speak about judging your friends. Why, after you are friends with someone, would you continue to judge them? You judged me when you met me so why are you doing it now...6 years later. Now more than you ever have in our lives. Why, do I feel more judged by you than the new people I meet every single day. Ya, I'm changing, get over it. I'm not changing from who I am though. I'm basically the same person. I'm just adding a little bit more to my taste and style. Not a big deal.
So, I do not think you have any right or reason to be judging me. You are making me think less of myself and that is no bueno. And it is especially no bueno when you are the only one doing it.
I don't like you.
P.S. Don't bail on me. And that goes for everyone. And don't keep putting off making plans. Clearing my schedule is in no way easy. I understand that you are also working and going to school just as much as me, but please for a second consider that I am also in choir, doing PR for a nonprofit organization, and single-handedly running 2 businesses here, so time off is hard to come by. And next time I'm rearranging my schedule for you and running a million different places so that I can see you for 2 hours, do not bail on me do not ditch me and do not be the stupid person you are being.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
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